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ABOUT ME;
ANGEL.
Awesome 17.
Oh and yes, I LOVE SNSD. :D
Proud to be a S♥NE and a member of Soshified.
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Since i dont have a cBox now, i will use this portion as wishlist.:)
1)Attend a SNSD concert once in my life!
2)Hoping for another soshi concert in SG soon!:(
3)SMTown concert~
4)Uh...Own all their CDs! :D
5)Have a better year in 2012.
Well the most i want right now is...Just to see Soshi once again!^^
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Back to post? No mood. K whatever shit lah. Came back from outside. Went Chinatown CC to accompany zanah while she gets her award with yj. Hmm okay not bad. Every year she getting so nth new. Place is still the same the last time i went . Hmmm okay gratz anyway. Then aftwards freaking spent 4 hrs @ This Fashion =.= Long story. Lazy say also lah. Er then rushed to chinatown mrt station , then i was angry and just walked off from zanah and yj. i didnt expect them to carry on following me till outram and even bother waiting for me to enter the train. Don't ask what happen . i myself duno what happened to me. So yah reached home 7plus and now blogging this lor.... Yst went back sch for cca recruitment. Ok lah as perusual. nth special. Fun lor. Enjoyed. Aft school went tiong and slacked with yj first then when zanah came then went tiong park,then bussed to qt. went ro's hse. played cards,blindmice as perusual...Hmm ya. Okay whatever . No mood to blog also lah . -.- Bye ..



` I didn't mean to walk away , i was angry . I dont know what caused me to be angry , but i just was . I wasn't angry @ anyone of you. Sorry. I know i was angry for shit. Angry for nothing. You know i can't be angry at you . At the moment i just decided to walk away from you guys , avoid you guys and let myself cool off. Walking away meant walking away from reality. The reality of me being angry . I thought after reaching outram , you guys upon see-ing me walking off fast , would just let it be and go back. I did tell you guys to not follow me to outram, but you guys still did . After walking halfway @ outram , i thought i had lost you guys . But when i was at the escalator , i saw you guys beside me , at the stairs. I saw, and quickly turned my glance away from you guys. At the point i wanted to cry, tears of anger,tears of hate towards myself. But i can't. I told myself NO. Be strong, just carry on walking. Then you guys came to sat beside me, at the bench . I saw , and moved to the corner, and let someone else sit in between of us. I don't know what was happening. I felt alot of emotions, dont know what to feel also. Angry,sad,pissed,hatred(towards myself).. Then heard you guys talking abt tmr . but i just dontc. When train come, yj said bye to me , i just turned, looked and just boarded the train. I wanted to take a last glance @ ur face(to see if you were angry or not), but i was blocked. In the train , i felt like shit, felt so dumb. Why did i even walk away in the first place?! Why was i even angry ?! What was i angry at ?! I didn't know . Angry cause you guys always ps and leave me alone ? Angry cause ..? I dont know . I msged you guys to apologise,feeling down and apologetic. Why did i do that in the first place? I know you're angry. I saw it. When i missed the 1st train @ outram , you were like " U CAN GO INSIDE FROM THIS WAY WHAT!" but i didnt answer or say a word . Your face changed. Your angry face came. That was it . It hurt me in my heart fr making you like this. Im sorry. I deserve to die . I'm sorry.. :'( I feel like shit now. And i rly feel like crying out everything , but im just controlling myself..... :'( I suck big time . Sorry zanah .... :( sorry for hurting you,for being such an asshole in life towards you. And sry yj. if i made u angry too...:(


*sry for the chunk of words :( I dont knw wad else to do.....*

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